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The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
I know enough. I know that there was no legitimate reason to do what they did and they did it any way and that's because you guys are only going to reward your people and then bullshit about it after the fact

That you would even ask me to suck you people off and act submissive because you have staff badges makes it even worse. You're already setting a pattern that's going to eventually turn this place into just another NF.

Ain't nothing wrong with me buddy, its you guys who were wrong and who consistently prove it.

So yeah you're not good people, you're not moral and you're not honest and you will repeat the past.

I know enough you're all rotten on the inside.

The decision was final before I even joined. No point in trying to argue otherwise because you'd just be lying.

I wash my hands of all of you.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
You're delusional and paranoid. Stop living in the shadow of the past, you'd be less of a grumpy, bitter old man.

I've given you every opportunity for us all to reconcile, but you live in your head and not reality.

Gonna go watch South Park covid special now. Bye.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
Lame gaslighting is lame.

Try better.

And next time don't fucking pass someone over that can actually do something useful for this site because you got suckered into it by infantile baboons with grudges.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
That's a convenient way to ignore the truth. Believe what you want. I've expended more effort on this than you deserve at this point. You're done with the niceties, so am I.
I think your past has broken you and you haven't been able to crawl back up from that hole and we're having to deal with your baggage.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
You know, for someone who rails against others for allegedly using leftist tactics you sure are quick to question my mental health.

You know as well as I do, that's a delgitimization tactic and a dodge.

As I said, you've given me no reason to believe you were fair to me given what happened to me and no reason to assume you would be fair to anyone else.

You guys didn't even give me a chance to prove myself.

You want me to be nice to you and not assume the worst? Fucking prove me wrong.

Til then I'm just gonna remain where I am.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
I've tried to counter your arguments, you just dodge them and claim I don't understand so don't even try to tell me I'm the one using leftist tactics.

Then you go and make excuses about how I'm not worth arguing with. I'm the last staff member that has the patience to interact with you directly at this point.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
I'm fairly easy to interact with, I never give Fang shit and Rai's just afraid of accountability...He can talk to me fine when he's not lying to my face and he knows this.

I get mad when I'm lied too and people play politics. If that makes me hard to interact with, I don't know what to tell you, especially when you pride yourself on being diligent.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
You and me can bump heads all day and I'd defend your character in a heart beat if I wasn't so disgusted with what I've seen today.

I'm not hard to get on with, or hard to reason with. Unless I'm reacting to poor conduct.

None of you get this.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
Please. You can't hardly stand to be in the presence of or say one nice thing about people that you vehemently disagree with.

Easy to get along with? I invited people I've disagreed with for years admitting to them their value in the community both at large and as part of my personal experience.

You being nice to your group of buddies doesn't count as easy to get along with. Being easy to get along with means you can get along with other people to and I've seen nothing of the sort.

I don't even consider myself easy to get along with but seeing the contrast between us, I'd say you're far more difficult than I am.
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Nep Nep
Nep Nep
We don't owe you our time or ear, this is a volunteer position with no pay or privilege. We do this out of a responsibility to serve the community.

Ral has a lot on his plate, and he shouldered the bulk of the cost for this before everyone donated. When he's stressed out with life you can hardly expect him to want to deal with even more.

I've given you all this time and attention out of the desire to come to some kind of conclusion but all we ever do is hit a wall. Even I'm getting tired and few people have the sheer patience I have.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
I do that all the time the hell are you talking about? I dunk on people who act like jibbering hysterics but anyone that's actually mustered an intelligent argument has gotten one from me and cordiality..or did you miss how I was the only one in there not snapping at Jane? I fucking detest certain people on the staff and on your advisor panel and you'd be surprised who I hate, and I mean hate on a personal level and who I don't have any feelings at all towards. Never mind that I was nothing but supportive and polite with your peers until they screwed me.


No, you're judgment is colored because I refused to play your games, I refused to submit and I pressed you into admitting a truth the other Admins lied to me about. You don't like that...that's fine. But don't pretend like your qualified to make a judgment call on me, you aren't remotely so.

Come off your mountain prophet, you didn't enter into this discussion with the intent to treat me with any semblance of real respect and that's why it went the way it went. Enforced formality as a guise to misdirect is not respect.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
Yeah, Rai who wanted to make the donations temporary when I was trying to convince him to monetize this site from the word go...Championed it and pushed it and I guess eventually convinced him to start doing that..Because he got to see a cashflow.

Never really got thanked for that tbh..They wanna ignore me but everything was fine until they played dirty. You guys making it like that's my fault like I'm immoral for defending myself is eleven shades of fucked up.

You gave me this time and energy to try and convince me to agree that I deserved to bent over. I dunno why you're indignant about me not wanting to swallow rhat.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
This is only your perception. You lack the ability to live in the present and see every shadow as an assassin.

I especially have tried to be as open and honest with you as possible as well as delicate. By all means you get special treatment from me, anyone else I would roast to kingdom come by now.

You refuse to trust what any of us says for nothing but paranoia and so no matter how many truths I tell you, you replace it with your own narrative. So this has become pointless.

I know the kind of person I am and my words can be trusted at face value. I have a reputation for being direct and open with others.

There is nothing to gain from me trying to deceive you. While I enjoy the NF community I don't care for positions of authority. I do this out of responsibility and nothing more. Never mind that I'm too much of a snob for underhanded tactics. Such people disgust me. If you won't trust what I say then a good conclusion is a pipe dream.

Put aside your ego, if these conversations are anything to go by, your ability to debate and judge others has become tainted by your past. You simply cannot separate your old self from the new you that has been battered by the disgusting actions of others.

You've allowed them a rent free spot in your head. You've let them change your judgement. What happened to you was terrible and unfair, but for you to treat us like those abusers is equally unfair.

And before you say I'm making assumptions, anyone who was emotionally stable might have maybe made a meme thread about fighting the man after being"demodded" and had a laugh about it. You have made a campaign out of the most insignificant actions. Actions which were taken as a matter of course rather than with you being a factor in those initial thoughts.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
You've all bullied me off the site.

I hope you're proud, you've got your first NF style victory. I bet you're all smugposting about it in the mod discord and that's great.

By the way the rumors about my conduct towards a certain member of the staff that are being spread on discord by a certain hysteric are over a line that even Reznor never crossed. So congratulations are in order on sinking to a new low.

Déjame en paz maldito psicópata.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
Oh and never analyze me psychologically again.

Ever.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
What is there to be proud of? That I've used up precious minutes of life to try to get you to stop assuming bullshit about every little insignificant action the staff takes? Nobody can accidentally drop a bit of piss on the toilet ring at this point as it's twisted into some abominable plot against you.

There's no analysis needed. Even you know that your reaction was baseless, childish, exceedingly immature, premature, and plain nonsensical. No other member would have freaked out like you did. You are not emotionally stable and that's okay, but what's not okay is for you to continue to allow yourself to be unstable.

With no malice in my intention, get some help, get a therapist, not a psychiatrist but a therapist to work through the past. I'm done walking on eggshells with you in an effort to placate you. You are not responding like a mature, emotionally stable person. You haven't from the beginning.
This is not a roast or an insult, it's a simple factual observation based on your reaction and accusations since the start. Everyone can benefit from a therapist this is not me calling you crazy.

We have no ill will or nefarious intentions. If we have made mistakes they have been completely inadvertent and you were never even in our thoughts when we made the mistakes, we were just a group of people trying to get our shit together and some sloppiness was inevitable.

Finally I only talk to the other mods on discord, I'm in no other NF/OLF discords so whatever rumors are spreading I haven't taken to heart. All I know about you is that a select few members did some insidious shit to you before and I sympathize with you in that. I can't however abide by you treating us like them for your own interpretations our actions.

All you need to do is to stop being so defensive, accept that like the rest of us you're a flawed individual, and to face your past with courage rather than letting it rule your online life and interactions.

Make a note how Es and Shin never attract my attention in this way. Es despite having faced the same problems as you in that past has handled it far far better. Take a leaf from his book and let it go.

Btw calling us sociopaths is nothing short of actual insanity. Look at us and not the figments in your imagination that you use as avatars for us.

If your friends are isolating themselves it's because you insist on making yourself a fool in public. It shows a lot about your ego that you think you're important enough for me to give the slightest bit of a fuck about your relationships to the point where I would sabotage them. I have a life and shit to do. You barely register on it but you are a valuable member of the community, hence the vast amount of time spent on you.
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
I told you not to analyze me ever again and you did.

That was really stupid of you.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
Is that a threat?
The Immortal WatchDog
The Immortal WatchDog
No, but it shows your absolute lack of good character and your willingness to be as vicious and unethical as I said you were.

It shows the absolute contempt you have for your fellow man and proves me right.

You're a disgrace.
Nep Nep
Nep Nep
You know nothing about me. You are not informed enough to make any judgements on my character.
Criticism isn't vicious, what are you? A cacao sipping college student now? I thought you hated snow flakes but you can't take a little honest truth?

Your insults are painless friend, you don't know me enough to make any calls about what I am, so it's valueless to me.

Fellow man implies I'm like this with everyone. You're always trying to play the noble hero of the masses, it's like you need to make yourself feel important or something. Maybe that's why you keep talking to me.

Admit to yourself that you blew actions that had nothing to do with you way the fuck out of proportion. Stop making everything into a conspiracy, life is a lot more dull and the world and the staff doesn't center around you. The way you talk and complain though you'd think it's supposed to.

Ral made a mistake by not following our admittedly new and emerging protocols for modship and you turned it into the most pathetic bitching campaign I've ever seen and being on NF for a decade I've seen my fair share of pathetic actions.

You could have even been considered again if you didn't react like a fucking child. But clearly you are not emotionally stable enough to be in a position of authority anymore. Again this is not meant to be an insult I am desperately trying to get you to drop the defensive idiocy and wake up to reality. Kindness didn't work so maybe my usual brand of venom will. I don't know, maybe I'm the wrong person to even attempt it but I'm the only one that will at this point.

Quit making a fool out of yourself, for all of our sakes.
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