@Ral gotcha, well I emailed you if you're really up to this :blobtrin Jane's gone? I always assumed she's an infiltrator-class cyber demon specter phage from the moss garden dimension so it makes sense if she needs some reprogramming before reentering our reality. @Ruffles trying to irritate...
Severe sinus infection. I'm still recovering and hoping it's all cleared. Will know in time. Nah, hard drive's fried but I can't afford to spend on anything not essential right now. Recovering expenses already took as much as 2 hard drives. Some way to start the new year I must admit :hm
You can criticise those who rule as much as you want as long as it makes you feel better about being ruled. Because they are one. A baby's first thought after emerging from their mother is digging back in.
People are free to live as they feel is right, I just feel that giving myself too much freedom makes life devoid of any true freedom of choice and consequences. If you can do everything then nothing is really worth fighting for or dreaming of. Moderation leads to pleasure and restrictions nurture creativity. That being said, fuck financial, social and basic human decency issues.
Was yelled at several times by nurses and docs as a kid for always struggling to watch getting injected or blood sampled. I need to fucking see. Anticipation combined with unknowing only results in my suffering.
I've heard people say fetuses are parasites, I've also heard people argue that born babies are also parasites, what everyone fails to realise is that both of them are right. Fetuses can indeed be seen as endoparasitic whilst within a womb while weeping newborns switch to an ectoparasitic...
Ah yes satanists, half who actually believe what they practice worship and follow an entity known as a deceiver and usurper and the other half who don't believe think they're too cool or clever to just align with their fellow atheists and calm down.
I'm always reminded of the late 90s here and how bands like Prodigy were viewed as "junkies propaganda" or even satanic, even if they somehow glorified drugs (which tbh kids were dumb enough to fall for) they still promoted individual expression which was the real problem. It's one of the main reasons why the punk subculture is still viewed negatively while metalheads and gangster rappers are viewed as harmless fun, they have a single point to make while punks revolt against pretty much everything and everyone even themselves.