Recent content by Dr_Professor83

I just don’t want a stigma associated with me in any way as someone trying to play that way intentionally. If I try to be one thing it’s to have integrity. I truly don’t really care about wining and losing like that. Only reason I was even playing through it is just that I didn’t want to...

I wasn’t trying to prevent you from being able to push me. I tried to downplay it as much as possible to prevent that. You can see the second Ratchet took the angle it may be more town indicative I tried to walk it back and say it would be NAI. Don’t worry about a pile on anyway lol. I’m...

Anyway I’m out of the post game lol. I’ve said my pieces for my own sake. Hope everyone has enough good news hit them over the week to well make up for any drama lol.

It’s no worries. He’s going to be okay (you know considering). If anyone was going to get invited to cult chat they’d have seen it because I let Fuji know when I had to get the sub. Obviously anyone who even would have been chortling presumably would have had no idea so I wouldn’t hold it...

I’m sure I’ll find my way there eventually lol. Anyway going to directly tell you I’m sorry specifically for making the game less pleasant. It’s never my intention to ruin things for anyone. I also know you don’t care about an apology but it’s all I can offer along with the assurance I’m...

Look, you can slate me or rip me apart of whatever you may have the inclination to do. If it was gonna kill me it already would have lol. In fact I’d rather people just say bad things head on and rip the bandaid off if there’s any interest in it. I actually prefer it. I realize I’ve...

I just saw this. For clarification of anyone not in cult chat that may not know here, my dad had a very serious accident and was hospitalized about an hour before day ended. I didn’t find out about it until the day ended bc when my mom tried to call me and tell me, I hung up on her bc I assumed...

I’m going to shoot down that notion that I whined. I told Luka that me not making jokes was NAI toward the end of one day when he was 1 away from hammer at the time. And the very last cycle I lost my cool in my argument with Mango a little bit. I really don’t believe I was playing some...

Fwiw I can take the criticism. Heck I agree with it. It was big gay. Unfortunately I let myself be big gay from time to time. I just wanted to explain myself a bit for my own sake in the process.

Cult chat is a lot of pages but it’s mostly me talking to myself for about 40 of them I think lol. Cult chat 1’s 6 pages were quarantined bc Guillo got to sit there helplessly a bit to some irl talks

No worries lol. Like I’ve told other people as long as I know we’re good at the end of the day you can say whatever you want to me lol. I’m the ideal candidate for any abusive relationships lol.

I assumed it was just a heat of the moment thing lol. Although later it did start to hurt my feelings as I ruminated on it a bit many hours after the fact :dread I knew it was never a big deal tho lol

At the end of the day the only reason I hang around and play mafia/help host at all is I like most of you people. The players make the game for me more than mafia itself lol. That said for a good while I think I’m gonna need to stick as occasional co host fodder mostly.

It’s appreciated lol. Things will obviously eventually get better. Nothing is bad forever and in some ways the bad things aren’t always as bad as they seem or make them/we allow them to be worse. (Even if it’s objectively bad). I’m trying to navigate it lol. Again I appreciated you...

It was a pleasure playing with you btw! You did well lol