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Obviously I’m a bitch to begin with for putting this weight of what online people in a forum community think of me but it’s just how I’m wired.
When I said you're a bitch, it was because you fucked me in my ass with your stunt lol

I obviously had ulterior motives, which you foiled big time lol

Otherwise you should know I love my lil prof
You're always well liked and welcome in these far reaches of the interwebs

😘
 
At the end of the day the only reason I hang around and play mafia/help host at all is I like most of you people. The players make the game for me more than mafia itself lol.

That said for a good while I think I’m gonna need to stick as occasional co host fodder mostly.
 
When I said you're a bitch, it was because you fucked me in my ass with your stunt lol

I obviously had ulterior motives, which you foiled big time lol

Otherwise you should know I love my lil prof
You're always well liked and welcome in these far reaches of the interwebs

😘
I assumed it was just a heat of the moment thing lol. Although later it did start to hurt my feelings as I ruminated on it a bit many hours after the fact

:dread

I knew it was never a big deal tho lol
 
I assumed it was just a heat of the moment thing lol. Although later it did start to hurt my feelings as I ruminated on it a bit many hours after the fact

:dread

I knew it was never a big deal tho lol
It defo was a heat of the moment, and you should know that I don't take things personal. But I recognise i was quite foul mouthed, so please forgive me for that

I still love you 💘
 
Anyway Fuji won’t add me to the chats yet.

I hear some aren’t happy I admitted to being depressed this game. I’m not happy about it either. And I tried to downplay it and I felt like a pussy for admitting it. I’ve been leaking (metaphorically) from my eyes, ears, and nose and unraveling at the seams for awhile now lol.

Truth be told life’s been miserable lately (and just going to get worse before it gets better unfortunately). And I’ve been miserable lately bc of my poor ability to cope with it. And Mafia isn’t a good game for that. I put myself in a lose lose situation trying to play it out and took the option that was much much worse on myself anyway.

It’s no one’s fault. And I shouldn’t have subjected anyone to be playing a game with me if I couldn’t properly lock in completely. My fear of being called a coward for subbing as scum just won out and I’m sure it was the wrong one. (I know it was for me personally). I tortured myself sticking it out bc I was concerned with what people were going to think of me if I didn’t.

Obviously I’m a bitch to begin with for putting this weight of what online people in a forum community think of me but it’s just how I’m wired.

I do think if you had a perspective of what a puddle of a person I’m like in real life rn/outside of the game you’d see I did my best to not melt all over the place lol. Obviously not enough.

Obviously saying all this now or explaining it isn’t going to help that perception and just makes me look even more like a pussy lol. But well. That’s alright. It’s a lost cause anyway I’m afraid lol.

At the end of the day I’m just sorry to everyone else lol. The best you can get from me is an apology and knowing I feel worse about me and it than you do I promise. So know it’s not criticism flying over my head
Yo, no idea what's this drama about but i don't think it's anything serious and if it is, f them o: we love you and all o:
 
It defo was a heat of the moment, and you should know that I don't take things personal. But I recognise i was quite foul mouthed, so please forgive me for that

I still love you 💘
No worries lol.

Like I’ve told other people as long as I know we’re good at the end of the day you can say whatever you want to me lol.

I’m the ideal candidate for any abusive relationships lol.
 
Really not much happening there. We killed you because you're active and Town read, not much behind it.

Unless Cult Chat is juicy o:
Cult chat is a lot of pages but it’s mostly me talking to myself for about 40 of them I think lol.

Cult chat 1’s 6 pages were quarantined bc Guillo got to sit there helplessly a bit to some irl talks
 
Fwiw I can take the criticism. Heck I agree with it.

It was big gay. Unfortunately I let myself be big gay from time to time.

I just wanted to explain myself a bit for my own sake in the process.
 
Grammaton hit the nail on the head when he said we should just quit with the masturbatory nonsense and play the game of mafia

Even this post game is nothing but a self absorbed mess

Take all this personal stuff elsewhere, we are here to play mafia
 
Grammaton hit the nail on the head when he said we should just quit with the masturbatory nonsense and play the game of mafia

Even this post game is nothing but a self absorbed mess

Take all this personal stuff elsewhere, we are here to play mafia

Do you think this game even deserved to be taken seriously after seeing the conclusion
 
i kinda enjoy this endgame talk tho

it's healing in a way

also very relatable (i am bad at coping too and i like the ppl here but dont have anything else in common with them besides mafia and am burned out playing mafia)

except i dont even like cohosting so maybe all i'll do is spectate

ok bye again see u for xmas maybe
 
Do you think this game even deserved to be taken seriously after seeing the conclusion

Whether or not it deserved it is immaterial (and id say any game where the host is trying to put on an enjoyable event deserves it)

Fact is people spent their time playing this game. I wanted to play mafia. I dont even think i signed up for this game but i still wanted to play.
 
i think the game was fine, we just need to collectively change our mindset when approaching these games. they are meant to be a breather, a change of fresh air. this isn't where you flex how much of a mafia god you are. this is where you roleplay your character or test stupid strats that you normally wouldn't be able to do in ranked games. ofcourse while still playing toward your wincon but ya
 
Thanks for hosting the game fuji, it was unranked and presumably unchecked so I'm not too bothered about the outcome or the way things went setup wise. This will probably serve as a good lesson for people not to sign up to these games with high expectations.

Your time spent hosting this still needs to be appreciated though so thank you.

@Cataclysm you should play a ranked game, it may sound counterintuitive but it will be far easier for you to grasp and follow than something like this because it will follow more conventional procedures. You were good this game given the amount of speedbumps to contend with and you should be commended for how well you did.

@Magic ur a bitch for subbing out
 
i think the game was fine, we just need to collectively change our mindset when approaching these games. they are meant to be a breather, a change of fresh air. this isn't where you flex how much of a mafia god you are. this is where you roleplay your character or test stupid strats that you normally wouldn't be able to do in ranked games. ofcourse while still playing toward your wincon but ya

This doesn't work with competitive people - its why these games tend to do better on WG where people can press buttons and be happy.
 
Maybe not but this is an issue that isn't isolated to this game

I'm not trying to encourage people play in obnoxious and cringe ways but I think there's a bit of tone deafness here

If a player is sincerely distraught e.g. clearly not faking it for pity points or trying to leverage it like Flower, then I think a decent amount of good faith should be exercised. The super-social element to this game is important, being an unrepentant hard nose in this context I think leaves a bad impression on other players who will just be turned off seeing their distressed buddy get told to go eat nails for breakfast because he AtE'd. Especially in the context of a designated game for fucking off and doing silly shit, like for example, getting caught day 1 and getting into a gigantic flaming pissy fit about it.

I think it's especially ironic given how much shit I've gotten (not from you) for being too try-hard myself or whatever in Ranked Games. It's like what are we asking for lmao
 
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