Just because you got hurt or failed over shit you have done doesn't equate to paying or getting punish for your crime. Hey dude lost an arm for starting an arson doesn't mean the dude losing an arm means he paid for a crime he committed. No shit that's him doing stupid shit and getting stupid result. Paying for your crime is regretting your action, not because you lost shit or failed but because you know you did wrong and doing shit to make things better. Not do another new stupidly dumb shit that will result into a crime.