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Undeserved Apology I apologize instinctively Even when I’m the one who’s been hurt Even when I’m the one abandoned and scorned I lose sleep over this weakness Ebbing my core with lies of an unearned guilt Even when I have done nothing but breathe in your direction I apologized for existing Apologize for resisting For resisting the idea that I was not at fault My soul speaks in apologies to the ears of those who have done nothing— but ignore my voice. And my treacherous heart whispers to my soul that I’m the only one at fault. I am the only thing that I can control. So why can’t I control my weakness? Why do I cave and give in without a fight? Because I could lose? Because I will? This costs me my life. My soul and spirit. Will it cost me my dreams as well?

Some short poems I wrote while staying at Washington DC Forgotten Pain Every moment faded from the mind Memories I promised to keep were silent And the only proof that they ever existed Were the tears that wounded my core I cried over a ghost, I ache for a loss that I don’t remember...