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Dr_Professor83 said:
Anyway Fuji won’t add me to the chats yet.

I hear some aren’t happy I admitted to being depressed this game. I’m not happy about it either. And I tried to downplay it and I felt like a pussy for admitting it. I’ve been leaking (metaphorically) from my eyes, ears, and nose and unraveling at the seams for awhile now lol.

Truth be told life’s been miserable lately (and just going to get worse before it gets better unfortunately). And I’ve been miserable lately bc of my poor ability to cope with it. And Mafia isn’t a good game for that. I put myself in a lose lose situation trying to play it out and took the option that was much much worse on myself anyway.

It’s no one’s fault. And I shouldn’t have subjected anyone to be playing a game with me if I couldn’t properly lock in completely. My fear of being called a coward for subbing as scum just won out and I’m sure it was the wrong one. (I know it was for me personally). I tortured myself sticking it out bc I was concerned with what people were going to think of me if I didn’t.

Obviously I’m a bitch to begin with for putting this weight of what online people in a forum community think of me but it’s just how I’m wired.

I do think if you had a perspective of what a puddle of a person I’m like in real life rn/outside of the game you’d see I did my best to not melt all over the place lol. Obviously not enough.

Obviously saying all this now or explaining it isn’t going to help that perception and just makes me look even more like a pussy lol. But well. That’s alright. It’s a lost cause anyway I’m afraid lol.

At the end of the day I’m just sorry to everyone else lol. The best you can get from me is an apology and knowing I feel worse about me and it than you do I promise. So know it’s not criticism flying over my head
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This is a game in the unranked section, if they cant cope, fuck them.

In my opinion you dont have anything to apologize for, you reached out at a moment you were depressed to your “friends” here and that should have been more important and urgent than the game itself.

I would even say that it is on them, if it was me believing you were scum claiming you were depressed, i'd say “hey man, reach out to your friends and family, i do hope you that your situation gets better, and i will be available to talk post game if you wish to talk, but i still believe you are scum and you must go” and then vote you out. They trying to blame all their failures in this game on that single act and that is just bullshit.

Fuck them.

Thanks for playing and trying so hard even though you were going through that.
 
.guillo said:
This is a game in the unranked section, if they cant cope, fuck them.

In my opinion you dont have anything to apologize for, you reached out at a moment you were depressed to your “friends” here and that should have been more important and urgent than the game itself.

I would even say that it is on them, if it was me believing you were scum claiming you were depressed, i'd say “hey man, reach out to your friends and family, i do hope you that your situation gets better, and i will be available to talk post game if you wish to talk, but i still believe you are scum and you must go” and then vote you out. They trying to blame all their failures in this game on that single act and that is just bullshit.

Fuck them.

Thanks for playing and trying so hard even though you were going through that.
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Grammaton said:
So you acknowledge you shouldnt have repped in, acknowledge you didnt really play or make any effort, acknowledge you didnt read our chat or prepare your fake which is the bare minimum and im the bad guy. Take a lap mate
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Well next time enjoy having the leftovers. Your impossible standards aren’t my concern. Thread was bus gad and work around you. Yeah huh and do that blending in from a doa slot 3000 posts behind. My fake was ready unless you took my ‘what am I claiming’ as serious. I thought unranked and fun but you want to dk you about it. Take your own lap.
 
Lethal said:
Well next time enjoy having the leftovers. Your impossible standards aren’t my concern. Thread was bus gad and work around you. Yeah huh and do that blending in from a doa slot 3000 posts behind. My fake was ready unless you took my ‘what am I claiming’ as serious. I thought unranked and fun but you want to dk you about it. Take your own lap.
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Whats impossible about checking an at the time relatively short scum chat and being ready to claim? You werent supposed to 'work around me', you were supposed to get yourself in a position to cap me and secure the win

Unranked doesnt just mean dont try at all, otherwise why even sign up. Why would it be fun for you or me when you just throw your life away by not being prepared, just like gad did?
 
Grammaton said:
Whats impossible about checking an at the time relatively short scum chat and being ready to claim? You werent supposed to 'work around me', you were supposed to get yourself in a position to cap me and secure the win

Unranked doesnt just mean dont try at all, otherwise why even sign up. Why would it be fun for you or me when you just throw your life away by not being prepared, just like gad did?
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Was there thread pressure to claim? No. Was it essential to the game state? No. I was never going to be able to get into that position being so far behind, so knock that off. I was subbed into a cooked slot.

I tried when I could. Sorry but my family and work come before an online game. Don’t like it, don’t care. Game was as good as cooked for scum when the Cat botch happened and every second person was confirming each other. Docs day 1 forced poysers hand which took away a string slot. Magic just vanished creating the whole me time in the first place.

Why do you think I should pour hours into this when I’m welcome in with, “oh fuck it’s lethal?” You clearly didn’t want me in the team, neither did others. Is what it is I guess and a leopard won’t change its spots.

Was I supposed to anticipate an eternal roleblocker, or a delayed SK, or an innocent child while being under suspicion from post 1? Ok, my kill choices were bad in hindsight especially lemon but oh well, so be it.

I should’ve removed myself as soon as I saw that wolf chat message. Then you could’ve had Fang be your soldier or someone else. It’s ok, if ever I’m unfortunately drawn with you again, I’ll sub out. Impasse reached and conquered.
 
Think his original chatting shit post was about you saying the dead chat is full of shit talk and hindsight heroing tbh :jerrykek
 
Lethal said:
Was there thread pressure to claim? No. Was it essential to the game state? No. I was never going to be able to get into that position being so far behind, so knock that off. I was subbed into a cooked slot.

I tried when I could. Sorry but my family and work come before an online game. Don’t like it, don’t care. Game was as good as cooked for scum when the Cat botch happened and every second person was confirming each other. Docs day 1 forced poysers hand which took away a string slot. Magic just vanished creating the whole me time in the first place.

Why do you think I should pour hours into this when I’m welcome in with, “oh fuck it’s lethal?” You clearly didn’t want me in the team, neither did others. Is what it is I guess and a leopard won’t change its spots.

Was I supposed to anticipate an eternal roleblocker, or a delayed SK, or an innocent child while being under suspicion from post 1? Ok, my kill choices were bad in hindsight especially lemon but oh well, so be it.

I should’ve removed myself as soon as I saw that wolf chat message. Then you could’ve had Fang be your soldier or someone else. It’s ok, if ever I’m unfortunately drawn with you again, I’ll sub out. Impasse reached and conquered.
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The whole point of being prepared is that when the actual pressure comes, you dont shit your pants.

No one is saying anything about how you played the endgame, therefore not relevant to the discussion. I didnt want you to rep in for us in a game like this precisely for this reason, because theres just so many moving parts and i didnt (and dont) trust you to keep on top of the detail, or more importantly, be able to adapt without the aforementioned pants shitting. If thats too damaging for you to accept then so be it, but at the very minimum regardless of who your teammates are, do them the courtesy of being prepared. We all have personal lives, families and obligations, you arent special in that regard.
 
Grammaton said:
The whole point of being prepared is that when the actual pressure comes, you dont shit your pants.

No one is saying anything about how you played the endgame, therefore not relevant to the discussion. I didnt want you to rep in for us in a game like this precisely for this reason, because theres just so many moving parts and i didnt (and dont) trust you to keep on top of the detail, or more importantly, be able to adapt without the aforementioned pants shitting. If thats too damaging for you to accept then so be it, but at the very minimum regardless of who your teammates are, do them the courtesy of being prepared. We all have personal lives, families and obligations, you arent special in that regard.
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And I totally shat them, right? Seems it’s a you problem that you’d expect me to realistically get enough credit coming in 3000 posts behind and start casing you enough to look good from it when I’ve never done that before.

Then you should’ve objected to Fuji when the issue of needing a rep for Magic came up. You had nothing much else on offer for that slot either. What detail was so crucial to put up with? All the confirms and roles? Chuck had them summarised enough for me. I don’t give a fuck that you didn’t want me, frankly I regret ever taking the sub cos it was shit from before I made one post. Be how you want to be. I’m not the type of person who ups and quits when I’m unhappy with my team like some people have in the past. For all your preparation and immense detail I don’t recall you finding the cult leader and getting them lynched now.

Never claimed to be special in that regard. I just stated my priority.
 
Poyser said:
Think his original chatting shit post was about you saying the dead chat is full of shit talk and hindsight heroing tbh :jerrykek
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And? Doesn’t change the fact the whole start of my play in this game was met with shit and annoyance. If I had time back I’d just ignore Fujis tag or see that post on chat and quit there and then.
 
Lethal said:
And I totally shat them, right? Seems it’s a you problem that you’d expect me to realistically get enough credit coming in 3000 posts behind and start casing you enough to look good from it when I’ve never done that before.

Then you should’ve objected to Fuji when the issue of needing a rep for Magic came up. You had nothing much else on offer for that slot either. What detail was so crucial to put up with? All the confirms and roles? Chuck had them summarised enough for me. I don’t give a fuck that you didn’t want me, frankly I regret ever taking the sub cos it was shit from before I made one post. Be how you want to be. I’m not the type of person who ups and quits when I’m unhappy with my team like some people have in the past. For all your preparation and immense detail I don’t recall you finding the cult leader and getting them lynched now.

Never claimed to be special in that regard. I just stated my priority.
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Yes you clearly don't give a fuck, do you. Explains everything. Yes, your failings are a me problem, of course they are.
 
Grammaton said:
Yes you clearly don't give a fuck, do you. Explains everything. Yes, your failings are a me problem, of course they are.
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Nope. I find it hilarious that you’re taking this angle in another post game. Fuji should’ve just kept the slot unfilled then or given you a list of who to choose from. Seems you wouldn’t be happy with whoever the options were.
 
Lethal said:
Nope. I find it hilarious that you’re taking this angle in another post game. Fuji should’ve just kept the slot unfilled then or given you a list of who to choose from. Seems you wouldn’t be happy with whoever the options were.
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Ok theres only so much time i can waste if you arent going to actually read what im actually saying as opposed to whatever it is youre running with here
 
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