Nothing defensive about it, you have a criticism and I think it should be addressed, is that a problem or would you prefer silence and indifference? You have no right to talk to me about autism considering your ever present and unshakeable paranoia. Thirdly, friends? We are just recently friends. Trinity was at best indifferent to me in the past, Fang roasted me more than my fair share in the past, and I didn't even know Ral existed until I decided to leave FV. Gin was friends with someone who I didn't like so I'm sure he was either indifferent or slightly negative in opinion in regards to me. This view of a seedy circle jerk of yours has to go, all of the mods here on FV treated me with indifference, slight negativity, or at times outright negativity back in the FV days, ask them yourself. There were no friends until now. Trinity and Ral were friends, the rest of us were acquaintances or less. Mind you I was not seeking nor did I want any power at all, I was given the...