i have everything i could ever want, but still feel incomplete
It means you are in peak path of your career where you feel bored of your work and not satisified with your life direction . This is 30s syndrome where you think of switching to new job but met with limitation of lot other factor .If I was looking at my 18 year old self coming into college with good grades, a job, and a slowly growing social life? Yes
But it's 2021, not 2019, and pre-2020 me would rightfully be disgusted at the failure of a human being that is me now~
No, am only 20, I dropped out of college when the pandemic hit and over the course of 2020 my mental health rapidly declined and degraded badly affecting everything fundamental about my identity, come now I'm back in college but struggling and failing because I am not as adwpt and sharp as I used to be and my job is now lower on workers my hours have jumped and prevents me from doing my schoolwork. My social life, which started to flower 2019, is completely shot and I know noome in college now due to not being on campus for a year and a halfIt means you are in peak path of your career where you feel bored of your work and not satisified with your life direction . This is 30s syndrome where you think of switching to new job but met with limitation of lot other factor .
I suggest you should take break time to time as you get older . Never feel disappointed or feel regret you didnt exceed expectation i am sure you tried but eventually fate was something else.
I see this is very tricky situation . I suggest you speak to career counselor regarding your academic and work situation. You are taking so much responsibility at young age i believe you will come out fine because you experienced difficulties and realities so early it will help you out .No, am only 20, I dropped out of college when the pandemic hit and over the course of 2020 my mental health rapidly declined and degraded badly affecting everything fundamental about my identity, come now I'm back in college but struggling and failing because I am not as adwpt and sharp as I used to be and my job is now lower on workers my hours have jumped and prevents me from doing my schoolwork. My social life, which started to flower 2019, is completely shot and I know noome in college now due to not being on campus for a year and a half
Not at the prime of my life by any means.
If you can cut back on work hours, do so. Finish the schooling first, see if professors will help you before or after hours.No, am only 20, I dropped out of college when the pandemic hit and over the course of 2020 my mental health rapidly declined and degraded badly affecting everything fundamental about my identity, come now I'm back in college but struggling and failing because I am not as adwpt and sharp as I used to be and my job is now lower on workers my hours have jumped and prevents me from doing my schoolwork. My social life, which started to flower 2019, is completely shot and I know noome in college now due to not being on campus for a year and a half
Not at the prime of my life by any means.
Ironically enough, I dropped out of Art/Web design college at the age of 20 and soon as my customer service director demolished any dream I had of joining the I.T. department, I rushed my ass to the nearest school and it was basically hell for two years stronk. 3-4 hour sleep for two years with a really annoying girlfriend and family drama at the time didn't do me any justice. I nearly died on October 3rd, 2013 from ventricular fibrillation due to mass amounts of caffeine intake and stress adding onto that. I didn't know how much harm I was doing to my body because I was always ignorant of my own self-awareness and my pride typically got the best of me. In 2016, after achieving my dream of becoming a giant computer nerd while using an old mail server blade as a foot stool on the executive floor of my customer service job, I relocated to GA and all hell broke loose again from then on out. Got into a car accident, nearly died once again, but left me with road rash and a big ass open and closing parenthesis on my right shoulder after the ground tore parts of my shoulder skin off. Without a mode of accelerated transportation, I waddled my ass a whole hour to and from the office daily and busted my ass until I decided that these mfs weren't taking me seriously.No, am only 20, I dropped out of college when the pandemic hit and over the course of 2020 my mental health rapidly declined and degraded badly affecting everything fundamental about my identity, come now I'm back in college but struggling and failing because I am not as adwpt and sharp as I used to be and my job is now lower on workers my hours have jumped and prevents me from doing my schoolwork. My social life, which started to flower 2019, is completely shot and I know noome in college now due to not being on campus for a year and a half
[REDACTED] messing with people's dreams and aspirations too? I will not any of thisProbably not.
My dream as a kid was to be a police officer, a air plane pilot and a amazing gymnast.
My [REDACTED] Stopped me from being a police officer, due to my (REDACTED) making me unsuitable to be a officer.
I got scared of heights and speed velocity after my fathers driving, so that didnt work out.
And I broke 2 discs in my back during a training session at my gym, so I couldnt join the olympic team.
But I'm happy. We all get blue but as im now, im happy. My dream now is to become a librarian or working at a scifi-fantasy book store.