clearly in jest given the contradiction
this was useless to do, decided it would be equally useless to dig my heels in
gad ref people missed
there is alot of confusion here so im outlining the above
i decided to be straight with poyser because he was being straight with me and trying hard to get into my head space. it'd be cruel to just go on and not give him something to work with. not to mention i was being a dick
there isn't a particular rhyme or reason aside from mild defeatism in the facetious posts i made vs thinking the fake claim would be of use to avoid outing my actual role. that proved to be an incorrect move, so i decided sincerity in the end was the only route
once i flip, in retrospect i think it will atleast show a tangible difference between being facetious and tongue in cheek VS feeling guilty enough to be genuine and approaching this kind of scenario honestly
obv im not gonna ever dick around again regardless of how irritable i am
this most likely comes across as damage control and a way to appease via pathos. but im looking at it from the perspective of being flipped
im not self-resolving this game at all so that's whatever
@Pqwerty i don't know if this made any sense, apologies