flower. you know by now that ultra and anyone here does not have legitimate ill will. they are not hunting you. they are not going after you to ensure you have a mental break. they are not going after you for any other unrelated reason that's outside this game.
there are evil people out there who absolutely will but no one here is.
the only thing that's happening right now is them playing the game. ultra is not doing this to push your buttons. he is not getting a laugh out of this.
when i skimread back a bit, poyser made a point to show you the suspicions he and others were carrying weren't because of you being drunk. it's absolutely irrelevant to them. believe them.
so, too, is pushing your buttons. they aren't being malicious - they're solving your slot while avoiding any OGI obstructions.
no one cares about that stuff.
what do you expect people to do here? not push you ever? not suspect you ever? not analyze your behavior ever? have you freely coast?
if they do this, they have a huge hole in their solve. it's a pretty basic concept. you're a piece of the puzzle that's missing. you're not the only one that plays a part, but you are something that could potentially be dangerous to town.