@Luka I took a college course on you
The inconsistency in your approach isn't coming from a place of guilt about anything in games themselves (it isn't something you can help, much like me hyper analyzing isn't something I can truly remove from my play).
Your inconsistency seems rooted in a desire to please the crowd due to awareness of your unconventional methods. When pressed, guilt surfaces, but it's not a definitive scum trait like it is in most. You do become nervous when the approach is questioned and diligently try to align with the scumhunting methods present in the community you're playing in (tell Flabbi she can eat me if she's doing the same shit to you again.) I think this amplifies when you're scum
It's when you stop solving a particular way or struggle with solving in a way that's "believable" and you get to endgame that I'd seriously question a slot like yours beyond "it's just Lu, he vibing"
With that said, am I correct in assuming the reason you didn't reveal you were double voter from the getgo is
1. You know Ultra has pull and it could go very badly if you concealed it
2. You didn't prioritize revealing this info because your mind was set on maintaining your ISOs and reads on people
Can I ask you why being a DVer wasn't just something you could just come out with while doing the ISOs?
The inconsistency in your approach isn't coming from a place of guilt about anything in games themselves (it isn't something you can help, much like me hyper analyzing isn't something I can truly remove from my play).
Your inconsistency seems rooted in a desire to please the crowd due to awareness of your unconventional methods. When pressed, guilt surfaces, but it's not a definitive scum trait like it is in most. You do become nervous when the approach is questioned and diligently try to align with the scumhunting methods present in the community you're playing in (tell Flabbi she can eat me if she's doing the same shit to you again.) I think this amplifies when you're scum
It's when you stop solving a particular way or struggle with solving in a way that's "believable" and you get to endgame that I'd seriously question a slot like yours beyond "it's just Lu, he vibing"
With that said, am I correct in assuming the reason you didn't reveal you were double voter from the getgo is
1. You know Ultra has pull and it could go very badly if you concealed it
2. You didn't prioritize revealing this info because your mind was set on maintaining your ISOs and reads on people
Can I ask you why being a DVer wasn't just something you could just come out with while doing the ISOs?