After a while of hopping between differnet hardcore games that drain the joy out of your life and slowly but surely push your mental state to the edge(Rainbow Six Siege, Escape from Tarkov, Hunt:Showdown etc.), I made a transition to another game that is the absolute peak of self-harm: League of Legends. But I only play with friends and it's mostly just background noise for when we're on discord. Still a shit game and will forever remain the game that ruined my life.